Tuesday, August 11, 2009

38 Weeks

Two weeks to go to my due date. That really doesn't seem long but when you add in the fact that you can go over due that sure makes it seem long. It could be as long a four weeks now and that seems like forever. I was really hoping to go into labor yesterday, pretty much everything would have been good. My doctor was on call, my hubby would have been able to call me easily, I was completely ready and relaxed. However this morning things are a different story. I can't believe that I actually thought that I would go into labor on my own before my due date, two weeks before my due date. It's almost funny to think I thought it could happen. At least that is was I was thinking this morning when I woke up. I was ready yesterday, relaxed and completely at peace with the fact my hubby wouldn't be there holding my hand or at least him to be able to call me soon after. Now I see my chances of that happening disappearing.

I have been keeping the house pretty nice lately in case I went into labor I would be able to come home to a clean house. When I woke up this morning I told myself that I will not be doing that everyday all day now. I have time........ at least two weeks I'm guessing. I'm not going to clean the house everyday and try to keep it looking awesome. I'm going to relax... read a book, watch some tv, and pretty much do what I want. When I get closer to my due date I will start trying to keep the house a little nicer but it could still be a few weeks from there.